todae is my 2nd last dae for my attachment... have a mixture of furnie feelings... feel sad abit la cos here so long le ma... happy also lor... dun have to see few shit faces... haha

feel like taking half day off... dunno can or not... but if wanna take half dae might as well take 2 days then can dun go animore... haha.. good idea right..(idea sponsored by eric)

yesterday my supervisor but me lunch... haiz feel so bad cos ... aiyah.. dunno leh.. jus gt that furnie feeling...

these feel daes gt the feeling of missing my friends... aiyah die le... how har... maeb 1 dae we ALL(min, mich,eug,reen,pei) all go out together... haha... ktv.. not bad right.. like gathering... but i thk... hard la... veri hard... all so busy...

Dear Friends,

when will all of us be free to go out together?

Jiahui

My dearest sat is an interesting xperience for me..
went for my first individual make over... haha sounds furnie right

suppose to go wif eric but dunno y... jus gt the feelin of goin alone... (maeb in case it dun turn out well) reached there abt 1.30pm.

but still gt to wait so i went shoppin alone... saw 1 shirt that looks nice wnna get for him... but... the shop dun wan my $$ so no choice lor... haha

went in around 1.40pm. met my makeup and hairstylist Joanne... she is a friendly ger so i manage to ease my gan jiong by talkin to her...

frm her i learned abt how she learn abt doin make up and also hair styles... she is a part time staff... so i thk if i wanna find her again i gt to give her a call...

she starts wif mixing of foundations... wow... never realise foundations can be that complicated... layer by layer... then it came to choosing of eye color... furnie.. cos she choose a green for me.. a color that i dun realli like... waitin 4 her to put make up isnt that tiring... its the eyeliner that makes me feel like crying...
she put fake eyelashes for.. she has to be xtra xtra careful as i have limited eyelashes... haha... i guess thats the most irritating part for her...

this first make up turns to b a little normal... with my straight hair and my own tank top... (this is the scariest part) i am alwaes afraid of revealing my fatty arms and they made me took photo that way... i said i prefer not to but.... i agree... aiyah too late to regret... jus hope that the pics will turn out to b fine...

the 2nd makeup was a thicker 1... wif my hair nicely tied up... I love the hair she tie for me... i love the outfit also... cos thats smthg that we wont get to wear in spore normally... haha...

my shots turns out to be fun... the photographer kelvin is a furnie guy... after few shots (he run out of pose)we started chatting around forgetting the real business... but i guess thats the way for him to get ideas... ideas to position a statue...

feel really furnie havin to pose around... but it was fun and joanne was there wif me through the shots... so nice of her(although she has other customers)...

eric came aft my 2nd photo shot... he was laughing all the way... i guess he was a little not use to it... but he said he like that... haha... hope that it worth the price...

i changed and we went for haircut... he cut i shop... haha... then we went for dinner at tepanyaki... i love lamb.. haha... i tot he would wanna play pool aft dinner but he did not.. lucky.. we went to habour front instead... regret sia... nuttin there...
so we had another meal at sakae... that was a great 1 as i have craving for sashimi... haha...
i am sure to pay a price for my meals todae....(weight+++)

as a whole todae is jus like My dae... *_^
pray that the shots will turn out to be nice if not............... i will cry as i paid $$$ haha.....

Thanks My Dear friends for all the suggestions you all have given me wor... thanks...

aniwae i decide not to do much changes on it...
jus some editing to the previous so that me, myself wont forget it...

tue night reen n eug came over to my hse... haha... long time never had a nice chat with them le... aft that then i realise i miss my sch daes wif all my friends by my side....
make me feel so lonely now.... *sobz*

after some brain storming with them i realise actualli all ppl have dreams that they are not confident enough to persue.... I am one of them...

i guess i will chase my dreams with friends around and working together...

friends are people who work together 4 life....

feel so happy early in the morning having my dear jiajia concerning abt wat happened... so touched
thgs r goin to be fine... thanks....

aniwae last night i jus couldn't get to sleep... cos i have a huge prob in mind...
i have been using Angela as my another name for some time.. but i realise i dun really dare to use it, as i feel that it makes me sounds old and eric commented that its sounds "lian"

so i have been thkin abt changin it into smthg i like...
and the name will be "Amanda"

wat u ppl thk... tell me ok... pls.... thanks a million...
aniwae jus started work... sianz...

dear friends pls feel free to come here to leave a msg so that i know what to write to update my journal here... thanks...

Dear friends,
i miss u all so much, when will i get to see u all again... we make appointments after my attachment ok... Thanks... Feel free to make your appointments 2 weeks before the actual day ok... thanks... *_^

Jiahui

Life Is alWaes Full Of JUnKs That We Dun wan... If we truely want to Clear.... haha... never.... T_T

we have alot of thgs we wanna keep out frm ouf life but we alwaes dun have the courage to...

we have alot of goals to aim and work towards, but we never have the determination to.....

when will we seriosly grow up and be realistic in life.....

haha... this is what i feel during my attachment period... not a happy one... although i made some friends there lah... haha....

so sorry to friends who came to look into my blog but no update.. mei xin qin la....

thgs happened during this attachment period. made me feel so bad n no longer keen in workin here le... so i now started to drag going to work....

HELP !! HELP !!